The team show went fabulous this past weekend. I can honestly say that it was the best show we've put on so far! People have been talking about it all week ling which makes me think we're doing something right here. Auditions for next year's team are tomorrow (already?!?). I'm looking forward to seeing how the dancers have grown over the past year and really just watching them dance. Thank goodness al I have to do is sit there and judge...I do not have any energy for anything else.
On the TTC home front, our first cycle of clomid was unsuccessful:( I am now on cd32 with no AF and a BFN! Kind of disappointing...and I'm super frustrated with my body. What's worse is as much as I'd love to just move on from this cycle, I can't just yet. Taking the team to Florida for nationals means being away from Hubby for over a week...not so good when you're TTC. And I don't really want to deal with AF while away from home if I can help it. Which means waiting to take the progesterone until July 5th at the earliest...let the countdown begin.
I'm trying to find ways to stay positive with everything. Luckily there has been a lot of stuff at the studio to keep me busy and my mind occupied. I know things will happen when they're supposed to, but I wish they'd just happen now. And I hate to say this, because I'd be happy with a baby no matter what or when, but it's almost a timing issue. If we were to become pg next cycle, baby would be due mid to late April. I am in charge of a dance competition in march, and two shows in June...neither of which have a backup plan in case I'm knocked up. Obviously we want to start our family and whenever we are pg and due, we'll figure things out. It would just be so much more convenient if I didn't have to worry about dance stuff while giving birth. Then I think maybe this is God's way of trying to tell me something...and then I hope I'm wrong because I would love nothing more than to be pg now.
I guess at this point I just have to be thankful that we are taking steps in the right direction. Every cycle we are not pg is one step closer to a cycle that will end in a BFP. Keep your fingers crossed that cycle 2 on clomid works!
